2020-05-10 Dear J, I am sorry for being away for such a long time. I had to look after few people who care for me and after those who rely on me. During that time I thought of you a thousand times. Beautiful, dear J, I could see you any time, but unless it is all right with you, I will not. I wrote about you, dream about you. I beg you to be very careful, keep out of harms way. I wish that you are in good health, the best of health. Please, please look after yourself. Karl.